Friday

In the shadow of our own dust

Magic people
Conspiracy theorists
Horses who speak to me
Ritual Ritual Ritual
colours appear in grey sand
there is something in the water
after grief ceremony
I woke mid night
there was smoke in the room
not smoke
white steam cloud smoke
escape from left side of body
new moon
ash burn draw
orchid birth canals
pelican swallows the segull swallows the tern
in turn swallowing the turning
upside down sleeping running buffalo
we walked across her face everyday
and no one thought twice about this
let alone once
her vision quest rock face
full moon
pre-lunar eclipse
the coven convened
and burnt EVERYTHING
book burn art burn
tumbleweeds we be
tumbleweed spark spits
we saw them in the flames
ash bucket dream
lost and found
found and lost
and again
this tree burl
(look closely)
beside this mountain
in this field
told me:
NOT
TO
GIVE
AWAY
MY
SECRETS
Works/explorations I did during Nov/Dec 2011 Banff Center Residency




Ritual

Rituals and ceremonies have always been in my life
but I have long neglegted them 
this neglect naws at me in a very intense way
my dreams intensify 
blatantly reminding me I have work to do

so this past year I have re-introduced ritual and ceremony back into my life 
I have the know how it's just a matter of consistent practice
and
acceptance that this is part of who I am
interestingly ritual and ceremony, in the most sacred sense should NEVER be documented
those performing or partaking in ritual should never attempt to preserve the act
as an artist I am trying to come to terms with that
trying to see if there are ways to work with ritual and ceremony that do not diminish the authenticity and power of these events
while retaining the experince in a visual/audio/textual way

Old Woman Rock
Healing waters in the dark
mysterious lights appear
Healing waters found high on forbidden paths
alone
bubbling up from deep
hot even in winter
signals and messages play on the surface
i feel completely complete here


Thursday

Poncho Bear and the Crows

A spontaneous collaborative performance at the farm

Act une
Act deux
Intermission and a message brought to you by Poncho Bear
Act Trois